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[Sep. 6th, 2006|07:47 pm] |
i write my life in chapters.
you write your life in novels.
i write my life in broken sentences.
you write your life in paragraphs and essays.
I guess we're pretty different.
but don't people say that opposites attract?
i'm reading the epilogue of your story.
i fade away in the black and white prints of your book.
it's.no.longer.me.anymore.
if i email you a hundred <3's,
would you ever love me again?
maybeishouldletyougo.
but i can't.
i'm not as strong as you are.
i'mlivingaliveofbrokenlies.
i'mdrowninginthedepthsofyoureyes.
throw me a lifevest.
i'm beginning to suffocate in your gaze. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 5th, 2006|02:30 pm] |
i see you alone.
sitting on your bed as i wonder what goes on through your head.
who are you thinking about?
what are you thinking about?
should i have the faintest of hopes that i might be in your thoughts?
would you push me away if i sat down next to you?
would you push me away if i wrapped my arms around you?
would you push me away if i kissed you?
i want you back.
rumors spread like wild fire and emotions run rampid like released butterflies.
confusion.mixes.with.anger.mixes.with.love.and.hate.
i love you.
do you love me?
ishouldn'tgetmyhopesup
i know i'm not worth it but i'll be everything you want me to be.
a thousand hopes and promises.
two hearts.
two boys.
three words. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 4th, 2006|05:22 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | lying is the most fun a girl can have;;byme. | ] |
it's times like this i wonder why i continue anymore.
jealousy.screams.within.my.heart.
breaking a thousand shattered pieces.
i'm not supposed to feel this.
you're not rightfully mine.
you're rightfully hers.
i was just a game to pass the time.
all the teasing looks to flutter my heart.
all the kisses shared
all the sweet words traded between our lips.
was it all a lie?
was.it.all.a.lie?
so i'll tell you how i feel whenever you touch her.
whenever you're around her.
i want to rip myself apart.
i want to break myself
crack my soul so deep
no one can fix me.
not even you. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 29th, 2006|03:44 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | my.crooked.heartbeat. | ] |
i'm.a.broken.toy.
haven't you used enough of me?
i'malreadytoobroken.
these strings are dettached.i'll repeat the phrases you hear so much with empty meaning.
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.
i'll be your harlequin doll if you don't throw me away.
you've tried to mend the cracks within my porcelain heart but its too late.
theseflawsaretoodeep.
but i'll still repeat and stutter these words over and over again.
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.
please don't forget me in your closet.i'm gathering dust in the corner.i'm falling apart. but I promise you.
i still repeat and stutter these words over and over again.
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.
Setmedownandwatchmedie.
there's no more life behind these cracked glass eyes.
forgetmeforever.
it'll be easier for both of us.
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